Word Vomit

Having a rough day over here.

If you are my friend on facebook you have seen that.

Just tired of no dollars,

Sick babies

 (Eli has had some lovely diapers for me tonight, and threw up everywhere.....this happened a week and a half ago too, something is up?!).

I need warmer, more dry weather.

Enough with the rain, snow and coldness.

I'm OVER it.

I need my tax check.

 I don't need anything to buy anything drastic..

although I want a new laptop.

and a new lense or 2 for my camera...

(I really want to take off on my photography dream. why not? what do I have to lose?)

I just need to feel secure.

Just to know I can go buy a new pair of shoes for the boys and it isn't

breaking the bank.

I'm SICK and TIRED of

liars.

Still a year later you lie.

don't lie about me or on me.

and

DO NOT put words in my mouth.

I can't handle it.

It creates unnecessary

DRAMA.

I just want to enjoy my sons.

If you can't handle it, then go away.

I have great friends.

2 lovely ladies, in particular.

They are

irreplaceable.

There is this boy who is super great.

He makes me smile everyday.

I just wish I was ready to give him my heart.

I'm working on it.

Its just hard when it was stomped on and shattered.

I'm nervous.

I know I'm lucky.

Sometimes life is just discouraging and gets me down.

Tomorrow is a new day.

Hey Sunshine...it'd be awesome if you came out to play.

Thanks.

Love my boys :)

xoxo


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300

Dad has been at North Central as the Varsity Boys Basketball Coach for 18 years now. He just won his 300th win and Mom and I took the trip down to Terre Haute to watch him clinch this win :)



I have never been to such an awesome, respectful school in all of the years dad has coached. The crowd gave my dad a standing ovation, even though we beat them, and they gave him the game ball. (among many other respectful things that they did throughout the games) It was super cool!

arguing with a ref....the norm

his right hand man. Walt. Who we refer to as Uncle Wallet :)



There you have it. 300 wins. I wonder if he will stay long enough to get a few hundred more! Great accomplishment if you ask me.


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Papa's Little Helper

I will cherish these pictures forever. My boys love their Papa!




and yes that is an ice scraper that Eli has :)
























and yes thats an ax....the ice was SO SO thick!!






















Eli checking out an airplane flying by!


love.this.picture.






xoxox

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The Party!

So my Eli is 2! I can't believe it! I have always envisioned my kids birthday parties just as they have happened! All of our families (with the exception of a few because of the 4 inches of snow that decided to fall hours before his party!) were able to make it....Zachs familiy (and his girlfriend) and my family and friends made it. I want my boys to see us always get along. What good is it to make them think we don't like each other?! The past is the past...and I don't want to deal with that crap again!
So here are some pictures! He got some great gifts and we had a great time!!


The morning before Eli's birthday. He wasn't happy about the picture taking.


I took his pacifier and he wasn't happy!


Eli at school with his friends....doing the "Birthday Dance"



Eli's friends hugging him and telling him Happy Birthday!




The morning of Eli's birthday. What a mess!! So.Much.Snow!




One of Eli's favorite gifts! A Keytar!!


Izaak loves to pose for the camera! Hilarious!!






Eli is stylin'! He got a new pair of Jordans from Payton and her boyfriend Cole! (Don't mind the purple band-aid! hahaha! Eli always "thinks" he has a "boo-boo" so he has to have a "anaid" as he calls it!)


Eli loves his new shoes!!








smashed down ears. wearing his birthday hat his teacher made him! :)





My great friend Katie ready to party at Eli's birthday!


Kerri is blinking, but its a great picture of Katie, Kerri, Mom and Payton. I couldn't make it without these girls!


These are AMAZING rocking chairs that Zachs Grandpa made. He made 4. 1 for each boy at each house. We are lucky :)


Morgan and Nana helping Izaak "walk" he isn't quite ready yet.


His first tantrum as a 2 year old, at his party :)


Riding his new bike his daddy got him.








His "Bob Bob" cake!




blowing his candle out....one of the many times he did it!


So loved! He is smiling watching everyone sing happy birthday to him.






Eli hates getting his hands dirty, therefore he licked all the icing off of the cake.












Even though my mom isn't looking...here are all of the wonderful ladies that help with the boys everyday!! Zachs mom, Zachs Grandma, my Mom and my Nana!




















Steph and Carter


the end of the party.....can you tell!? hahahaha


Thank you to everyone who came out and to everyone who brought Eli gifts!!He had the perfect birthday! I bought Eli and AWESOME stool that a girl from High School made for him! I took some pictures, but haven't uploaded them yet! Sit tight! It's amazing!

xoxo

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